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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 10:58 AM

you are the one who knew how to cheer me up
:)

life is unpredictable ain't it.
one minute you are still breathing.
the next minute you could be gone.
maybe we should cherish everyone around us.
okay, i know i am naggy.

nuff said, i say to go down to the driving centre to get the photocard done.
but i didn't.
:(
shall bath and went out to meet my friends at Orchard soon.
oops. i am late!


@ 9:36 AM

they have been laid to rest.
to their family,relatives and friends: live strong.
they will shine upon you all up there.


Tuesday, November 27, 2007 @ 11:24 AM

to the 5 Singapore dragonboaters who passed on in Cambodia.

continue to row up there.
and look after your love ones up there.

rest in peace


Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 11:36 AM

alright, i am back from the chalet.
:)

anyway, before i blog about the chalet. maybe i should blog about the Esprimere outing on Saturday.
went to school in the Morning for CF class.
after which took a MRT down to Bugis and meet up with Liane first before with the rest of the members.
went to Top1 KTV.
the lighting effects and smoke thingy was kind of cool. except one which makes my eyes so irritated.
and picking of songs was done at one corner which is kind of an eye opening to me.
ktv sessions with singing club peeps are more or less the same.
because everyone sounded so nice. machiam like opening their own concert and i seriously don't mind listening to them sing :)
and in the middle of everything, me,liane and peiyin started to "zi pai".and here is the collage make by Peiyin! :D. thanks girl.


after that, the big group of us went to shaw tower for dinner.
at a vegetarian restaurant.
okay, a lot of people think the food is okay.
except maybe for me. whom seldom eat vegetarian. and the smell of my pasta really puts me off my food away from my mouth.
the first few mouth was okay, but after that, it really puts me off lah.
maybe im really picky on food. okay, next time i will try to eat it again. :x
then went to suntec sky garden and sit there. and suddenly, everyone was talking about IQ question and lame jokes.
very fun.
then went to arcade. and play the photo hunt.
then we went off.
maybe i really walk too fast le.
oops, sorry.
and took the Mrt down to Tampines and meet up with my Sec school friend :)
went to watch enchanted. a nice movie to end the day.
share cab with jingxia,dawn and daphne. since the 4 of us live in Pasir Ris.
and i reach home at 2.30am.

the birthday girl! :)
chalet i will blog tomorrow.
i am tired.


Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 11:14 AM

okay okay.
before i was being nag by my friends.

Genting cum KL- 16/11/07-18/11/07

alright.
let me get my clear mind.
i woke up at 5.20am when we were suppose to reach Golden Mile at 6.15.
i bath and was ready by 5.40am.
Daphne walk to my block and she was late too.
Dad drove down to Tamp and meet tingting and then off we go to golden mile.they both seated behind and i was in front.
but never mind.haha.
reach the custom and then off we go to check passport and stuff.
and then within an hour we were off to have some food to eat.
since the bus only stop once for us to eat.
but after the so called break, my iPod died on me lah.
it hangs. and i just read magazine and sleep.
but as you know, i always sleeps on the bus. but i slept thrice on the bus.
but each were short of like half and hour or so.
the next thing is when i woke up at 11plus. it have already reach KL and by 1 plus we reach Genting.
Reach first world, and then boo-ness.
need to wait till 3pm then can check in.
went to have Kenny roger then.
had their cheese macaroni.
delicious.
went to check in.
and rest in the hotel room.
went to have a walk around after that, and have dinner at Marybrown.
then we went back to the Hotel room and have a rest.
didn't went theme park cause the weather was horrible. it rains.

the next day, we woke up.
and im the first to wake up.
:)
went to buy breakfast at Mcdonalds.
while they both were preparing to wake up and bath and stuff.
then we took a bus to KL at RM5.05.
reach there. took a cab to Times Square.
the shopping centre is huge.
and boo-ness.
it took hours to walk.
and we had lunch at 2plus at some chinese restaurant.
then we went opposite to whatsoever Bintang.
shop till my leg was dropping.
and one more shopping centre. Lot 10?
went back to genting after that at about 6.
and reach Genting at 7 plus.
went back Hotel Room.
and then i change into my covered shoes.
and then go into the Casino.
but walk into it without having people to check my IC. maybe the security wasn't that noticeable. or is it because i wear contact lens so look more mature?
HAHA.
but went in, 1min or less than that, i was out.
but a lot of people stare at me inside there. boo-ness.
haha.
we went to shop somemore!
yes. and i bought shirt and food!
went back hotel room to put things, and we shop again.
actually like nothing much to shop le.
went back hotel room again and bought mcdonalds for supper!
and we went back to eat.
and bath too.
sleep after that at 2plus.

woke up,pacl and did some last minute shopping.
and photo-taking.
and went to check out and went to eat.
:)
took the bus at 2.30 and off we go.
and reach Singapore at about 8.30
haha.

bye for now.
i know pictures right?
i only have a few which is uploaded into facebook.

oh gosh, im tired.
i reach home after don't know how many hours outside at 2.30am this morning.
and tonight there's a chalet and will be staying overnight there.

oh god.
i shall updat about the ktv yesterday and mid night movie-enchanted tomorrow or some other day!


Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 9:33 AM

good luck to those students taking PSLE later.
i really should post those times when im teaching tuition.

good luck to my nephew and nieces too.
:)


Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 11:27 PM

爱情
这两个字
在我的字典里找不到意思了

原来你想拥有的,可能不是你的

我不会难过
因为我相信明天会更好。

:)


@ 9:32 AM

i stared at the screen for so long.

don't know what to type.
school at 12 later.
i hope i wouldn't be late.

and i guess the world is really small.

as for my trip.
i am sorry. update when i am free.


Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 10:23 AM

感情不是你让我,我让你。
当感情不再时,是时候放手。
风筝飞的在高,也会断掉。
爱情也一样。
当你享受时,你也会有掉下来的时候。


Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 11:25 PM

i guess i need a break to sort my thinking.
feeling weird. feeling strange.
especially towards you.

what is wrong?

i can't wait for Friday.


@ 12:06 PM

[蒲公英的约定-周杰伦]

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

i like this. oh my god.
i have been repeating and repeating this song on my iPod.
actually, i have a very bad habit.
that is when i like this particular song, i would just repeat and repeat.
on the laptop, or even on my iPod.
even my mom says, you don't have other songs to listen is it if i on my laptop to listen to music.
haha.

while it's raining now.
think i shall get my charger for my iPod tomorrow or wednesday after school.
can't wait for the get away on Friday!
:)

and this time i can go into Genting Casino. hahas
and we will take the bus service down to KL.
a small get away.wouldn't be buying things back lah.
purpose is to relax.
no Bangkok this time.
so next time then.
when we can possible get the guys along.

lastly.
define love for me.

till then.


Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 10:30 AM

whew
i got so many things to blog.

It's public holidays on Thursday.
and Nicholas celebrated his 21st on that day.
but in the afternoon.
he cut his cake at about 5pm.
went down with Danniele to Coasta Sand in the afternoon.
and stayed there till the about 7 plus.
he was being thrown down into the pool.
but nevertheless, happy 21st birthday!
:)

Then on Friday, it was tuition and then next week freedom.
got my pay and went to met my friend for late lunch.
went home and did my accounting assignment.
and watch my 11.30pm show on channel U.
watch till i went to sleep.

Yesterday.
woke up at 6am plus.
bath and went to school.
lucky dad fetch me. if not i will be late.
but my dad didn't use PIE.
but use ECP instead.
reason. he's lazy to U-TURN!
haha.
took bus home.
and then bought lunch.
went to Lavendar and meet ting and daphne and her cousin.
bought tickets.
and then went to eat.
went home and then at night at about 10. we met up with daphne,his cousin,dawn,tingting and Alvin to Barks Cafe at Upper Changi Road North? anyway, it's near the Changi Museum or whatever.
stay there till don't know what time and walk home.
reach home at 1.30am.

slept 9am plus and woke up.
:)

it's Monday tomorrow.


Thursday, November 08, 2007 @ 10:49 AM

tired.
that i fall asleep upon reaching home yesterday.

didn't take the econs test.
since it's optinal.
after much deciding.
my eyes help me.
it was so pain. and i had to keep on rubbing my eyes.
until it was red.
:(

so i didn't take.
pretty tired.
from 12pm-10pm in school.
next time i am not going to cramp all my timetable already.
boo-ness

shall check out the price to go Bangkok before deciding on Bangkok or KL
i just need a getaway.
so either will be fine with me.

still feeling very tired.
:(

happy public holidays people.


Monday, November 05, 2007 @ 6:42 PM

im going to flunk my econs.
argh. i just couldn't get anything into my head.

econs shoo.


Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 9:16 PM

busy day.
went to buy printer the whole afternoon.
after deciding and deciding, i get a new one.

came home, i can't on the printer.
went down again.

and great again
i was told that i don't look like 21.
:(
by who?
my sister.

haha


Saturday, November 03, 2007 @ 8:39 AM

slept for 3 hours.
tired.

still got to mug for econs.
wonder why people work so hard for now.

alright.
shall go and bath.
going out later to book tickets.
:)


Friday, November 02, 2007 @ 11:14 AM

周杰伦 - 彩虹
作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我 能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静 所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近 我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由 我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多 就承受不了
也许时间是一种解药 解药
也是我选择整瓶服下的毒药

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

second post.
meaningful lyrics.
and im glad, listening to his songs, really make me feel better.
JAY rocks!
:)


@ 9:27 AM

ask me whether am i upset with it.
all i can tell you i am not.
my whole mind was just full with why why and nothing but why.
it's hard to concentrate on doing other things yesterday.
be it in lecture or what.

:(

i guess what i have known.
shouldn't have let me known.

and you, please keep your hands off my friend.
if not i will turn nasty.

sometimes guys don't fully understand girl.
just like how girls can never fully understand guy.
i guess i can never fully understand you either.

and guys ego should be level down to ground zero sometimes.
it's not too good to be ego.

alright, im still upset.
let my ownself to mend my heart.
:(

just like my friend who called my yesterday and chatted till the wee hours. i only got one finding.
when my friends have problems, they will tell me, and ask me to help them.
but when i have problems, i didn't find anyone.
i only let myself to be upset, then i will be alright.
because i knew i can handle it by ownself.knew i shouldn't be too upset over one thing.
shy and yet independent. i guess that's really me.
my friend who knew me well, agree right?

guess i am tired after reaching home at 11pm yesterday after school.

blog tomorrow then.


Thursday, November 01, 2007 @ 9:17 AM

first day of November.
and it's so fast.
December coming.
then 2008.

i guess, every second means a lot to people.
and i guess, i should treasure every seconds now.

it's time to work hard.

i shall blog tomorrow.
go and bath already.

till then. blog tomorrow.
:)



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